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| Yes!
I left the corps because I'm a coke-snorting, acid-dropping, pot-smoking, x-popping HIPPIE!!11onehundredeleven
Now move along, and eat your soylent green.
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| lol... its been so long since ive posted on xanga.
Is anyone I know still on here?
Just in case anyone does read this, know that I got my life straightened out. Well, mostly straight, that is. *wink*
I was told i was welcome back in the corps if i got my life together again.
But im not going to go back.
why?
Because there is drug-testing on the Quad now.
Oh well. I can always join the Chair Force after college i suppose. ;o
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| One week from now, I will have quit the Corps... I hoped it wouldn't have to come to this. but it has.
It's not because I can't hack it.
It's because I'm failing.
For those that know me well, you know what the failing truly entails. For those of you that don't. Let's just say it's grades and leave it at that.
I mean, I am failing every class, so that alone should be good enough of a reason.
Nonetheless, I don't particularly feel any shame in quitting. I earned my Corps Brass. I earned my part in the outfit. I've made it through the toughest the Corps has to offer. I've proven myself as a fish. That means if and when I'm able to get my personal life straightened out, I'll be able to come back as a sophomore, if I so choose to.
But for now, it's time to focus on what I came here for.
An Education.
What good are senior boots if I don't get a degree?
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| Thanks to everyone that was concerned about me... hopefully it is NOT a tumor. But meh, could be for the best =D
I'm feeling really low right now. Lowest I've felt in a long time actually. I'm beginning to wonder if I made the right decision...
Anyways, I'm heading back to the Corps in a matter of hours. I'm not going to bullshit anyone. That movie they are showing... "Annapolis". That's probably showing lightly of what goes on inside these places. Anyone who was ever a freshman at the Citadel, West Point, ,VMI, Norwich, Annapolis, or the Corps at Virginia Tech or A&M, might be able to relate to what I'm feeling right about now... I don't want to go back.
That's not all that's going through my mind right now though. I'm just tired. Tired of everything. I need a long rest. Like a coma or something.
Anyone willing to put me into one? =P
I guess the thing that bothers me most out of anything is I am afraid to be me... the real me. It hurts to be the real me, because I'm afraid noone will like him. I hate him. That's why I put *him* in a Coma. Hah.
But yeah... those are a few of the top things. I'd ramble on more... but I don't think you'd care to read that far. =P
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| I know. I know. I need to update more often.
Here's the scoop:
-I just got kicked off Fish Drill Team.
-I got a letter saying I may be getting kicked out of the Corps.
-If my grades don't improve, I'm getting kicked out of the University.
-I went to the doctor, he says I have a benign something-or-another, and I have to go see a neurologist.
-I'm fat.
Tis not been a very good past couple of days... but ah well. Who are ya gonna sue?
If anyone wants to get together before I head back to A&M Sunday, holla!
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